Ritz did a great job summing up the thoughts that I have been having lately...
"When they say they love me but never make any attempted of keeping in contact with me, Do they really mean it or is it just me wanting to be loved, so I hold on tight and remind them why they love me? But is it even worth my time trying to keep up with all of these people who don't actually seem to care all that much? What am I missing? I keep having this experience over and over. Friends who don't call or care all that much. Yet somehow I am willing to invest much time and energy to them? Who lives like that? That's not joy. What's the lesson? It can't be to stop making friends? It can't be to stop caring about people? Is it to teach me to let them go? 'Cause I'm not passing the test here."
I haven't figured out the lesson yet either. I miss my friends and am lonely for their friendship. I wish I wasn't the only one making the effort.
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I hope I'm not the one of the ones anyone is referring to.
I love you girls!
I used to think that whenever my friends weren't making any effort to keep in touch with me, that they didn't care. Now I realize that it's usually just because they are busy and our lives have changed. And that it goes both ways. I love all of my friends dearly, even if I don't call them all the time.
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