There have been moments in my life where I wanted to be in a relationship. I wanted to be dating someone. I thought that my life would be so incredibly happy and uncomplicated, if this would just happen.
But then when the opportunity has presented itself, I am just not so interested anymore. There is a guy in my new ward who has asked me out MULTIPLE times. I went out with him a few weeks ago and had a good time, but wasn't really all that interested in going out with him again. He was
very persistant and just kept asking me out. Finally the other night he called again and asked me out. After telling him that I had plans for the upteenth time... he asked if he "should keep trying or just give up at this point". I had to tell him that I just wasn't interested in him like that.
I have never had to deal with this situation before and didn't quite know what to do. I wanted to be as kind as possible to him, but not lead him on. This is difficult!! I just hope that it won't be too awkward at church now.
I find it ironic that when I wanted to have a relationship I didn't ever have one. And now that I don't want one, I could have one.
I could have had him, I just didn't want him.